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ELLE: STILL A SUPERHERO!! ([personal profile] noelleno) wrote in [community profile] capeandcowlooc2012-08-21 05:34 pm
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I always said if I dropped Jaime Reyes, I'd be dropping the game.

I've decided that's what needs to be done here and now. It's no bad reflection on the game or any of its players, but just a bad mesh between the scope/pace and my hectic life and lack of energy to keep up. I don't feel it's very fair to anyone to have to switch to a slower gear just to get a couple tags out of me when I'm around, only to see me dwindle and disappear on yet another hiatus, rinsing and repeating the behavior over time. I don't like it, and I doubt anyone else does.

To those I've slighted, troubled, or caused undue pain over my time here: I'm sincerely sorry for any trouble I've caused you, and I hope I can be forgiven. Even if not, I wish you the very best.

To those who've given me even the littlest bit of CR: Thank you so much for your time. It was not wasted on my part, because more than anything, I've really enjoyed my time here. I've been easily able to call it a kind of home because of everyone who's ICly or OOCly spent some time with me. I grew up and got through college – twice – with no small support from this game and you guys within. I learned how to almost type coherently, too! And I learned a lot about myself and others and how I relate to things through interactions here, both good and bad. It's very valuable stuff to me, and I'll always be grateful for it.

I hope you'll elbow in here and let me thank you more personally, if I can (though sketchy presents will take some time).

In the meantime, IC affairs:

Jaime Reyes, after nearly four solid years, will be gone. He doesn't have any grand wills or things (because honestly, he figured he was stuck here for life), but his apartment is stocked full of the time he's been here in pictures and old, printed-out articles. There are some green, fuzzy dice wrapped up for Ruka, though he figured he ought to hold on that until there's an actual car for them.
There's a ring hidden in the sock drawer, Abby. Infer what you will with that; there's no words or hints attached to it.
Tony Stark, the flood of godawful .midi files and dated e-cards ceases, as there is no Scarab to daily transmit the damn things. Relief?

Steve Pocacchio doesn't have anything, really, but he did promise to pick up some pet food on the way home, so the housemates'll have to deal with that. The starts of a formal letter to Felicia Hardy is crumpled up and fallen behind the wastebasket in his room, forgotten. Silly things.

I think that's about it. Let me know if more needs to be done or expanded on, or if final posts or input and the like are necessary.


Thank you again, everybody. I guess it's only a matter of time whether or not I can find the means/motivation to come back, but for now, this is a kind of farewell. You can still pm me anytime for...any reason, really. Or bug me over on Tumblr (okelleok) or Twitter (yeselleyes). And those who I might fall out of touch with: Take care of yourselves and thank you again (again)! I love and appreciate you all, and wish you all the best.
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[personal profile] olesia 2012-08-21 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
ellesama.......

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[personal profile] wisecracked 2012-08-21 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
;_; Legit tearing up at seeing you go. Even if I haven't had any CR with your characters since my return I always enjoyed reading what you wrote.

But that's okay, I shall continue to stalk you on tumblr.

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[personal profile] chugway 2012-08-21 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
We love you always, Elle.
glowsferatu: smile (I Need Not To Need)

[personal profile] glowsferatu 2012-08-21 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
elllllllle

you have been such a big part of this game's heart, i don't know what we'll do without you

one day there will be glass eating and someone will drag you back just for that one night

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[personal profile] hellionated 2012-08-21 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh no, Elle! I'm so sorry to see you go :(

I will really miss you, you've seemed like part of CNC's infrastructure for as long as I've been here. I hope you come back again some day.

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[personal profile] dupable 2012-08-21 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
:C I'm going to miss you a lot. I loved all the threads we did get to have, and you've always been really sweet and easy to talk to OOC. I HOPE EVERYTHING EVER pretty much goes well for you, and even if your life is hectic and busy it's really fun/enjoyable.

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[personal profile] magicalworld 2012-08-21 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh my God Elle I can't believe this is actually happening.

I am going to miss you and your characters like a hole in the game every time I check the comms. Thank you for all the great art and the glass cakes and the amazing threads and being such a great person, and for contributing so much to this place.

It goes without saying that I wish you all the possible best.

(the icon totally counts)

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gabbie: betty and veronica. (if heaven and hell decide)

[personal profile] gabbie 2012-08-21 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Elle honey baby 8( I'm going to miss you so, so much, things aren't going to be the same without you. Take care of yourself and please do stay in touch!

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[personal profile] newbvampire 2012-08-21 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Just damn! The game really will not be the same without you here. Yes, we never interacted much IC, but still there's is going to be an Elle shaped hole at this place that's never going to be filled.

I wish you nothing but the absolute best and I hope one day you'll get to come back home to here.
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[personal profile] lastnerv 2012-08-21 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
OH GOD I AM ACTUALLY PHYSICALLY CRYING A LITTLE WHAT IS THIS

Everyone's gonna miss you elle me included and I just wanna thank you from the bottom of my grossly enlarged heart for every awesome thing you've done for this game and everyone in it just by being your rad self

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[personal profile] crab 2012-08-21 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
i don't really know you personally but from afar you've seemed like an extremely cool person who is really involved with and a dynamic part of the game, and i'm sorry to see you go. :(
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[personal profile] aroused 2012-08-21 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
elle, i'm totally echoing the crowd but it's a good thing since it's proof how much everyone really loved you at this game but i really associated the game with you and i thought you were always so surreally nice and great and perfect at ic stuff and ooc stuff and you were everybody's rp frand and wow these words don't make sense

will forever miss your gardefault until you come back tbh

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[personal profile] cloud9 2012-08-21 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
ugh i suck so much i tried starting this comment like so many different ways and they all sounded dumb because i just couldn't put into words like how much being friends with you and being able to play with you has meant to me and how much my like actual life is better just because you're in it? and this really just makes me realize that i haven't put enough effort into talking to you outside of rp and i am totally going to fix that, i promise. because there is no way that i am falling out of touch with the nicest, most genuine human being i have ever met.

basically i'm sorry for the word barf, but i love you a lot, and just thank you. i hope you don't mind getting dumb texts from me all the time now, because that is totally going to happen.

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[personal profile] seeksherownsalvation 2012-08-21 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
oh no

oohhh nooooooooooooo

:(

WELL I HAVE ALREADY TOLD YOU that your character choices were a big part of why I wound up apping here in the first place so I guess there's nothing more to do but hold on tight with my fingers in a vice-like grip around your ankle and hope you come back someday
amyorama: (like a thousand harps)

[personal profile] amyorama 2012-08-21 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Goodness, Elle!

Thanks for the grand times that I definitely had in RPing with you. Stay solid, girl.

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[personal profile] paintsthetownred 2012-08-21 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
uuuu ;^;

I WILL MISS YOU ELLE <3 but rl always comes before rp! hope everything works out well for you ok, take care of yourself :c
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[personal profile] notadartboard 2012-08-21 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
elle...

you will be sadly, sorely, dearly missed and I really hope beyond anything I have no words to describe right now that you can come back to us someday.

I have had some of the best times in this game bouncing off your characters, all of them, and ngl I didn't feel truly accepted until you started drawing my characters without being begged. I miss your artpostes and your ellepostes and gdit I don't want a tumblr but maybe I can bookmark and check in once in a while...

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[personal profile] redheadpowers 2012-08-21 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Honestly this is the end of an era. CnC will never be the same without you.

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[personal profile] gevurah 2012-08-21 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
aaaaaaa ;_____; I will treasure all our threads and hope one of these days your life won't be too hectic for you to come back!

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[personal profile] moezilla 2012-08-21 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
no elle no

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[personal profile] spacetimeprime 2012-08-22 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
ELLE

/hugs

We may only have gotten to play so much, but ♥

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screa

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[personal profile] goodburger 2012-08-22 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
holy wow i really never did think this day would come :c but elle it very literally does not matter if you never come back you will always be part of this game

like the hideously smiling green heart around which it conglomerates and organizes itself, or mufasa, you will live on in us forever

and every time a segway rolls across a sidewalk your name will be carried on the breeze.

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[personal profile] radiantly 2012-08-22 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
elle :c

we will all miss you terribly, you c&c legend! take care bb ♥
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[personal profile] enigmaestro 2012-08-22 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
Elle, you have always been a invigorating personality and a wonderful rper. Your Jaime is pretty much the Jaime to me, and I sincerely enjoyed our CR.

I'm going to miss you severely.

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